hah. today was the worst&scariest day of my whole secondary sch life!~ hah. all alone. all nv come. morning dunno where to go. as usual ,walked to the table which i every morning go de ,saw no one. hah. dunno where go ,thn luckily saw amelina ,she asked me ,where ur...? hah.. all sick...? thn she asked me go join nooratikah lahhs ,thn went atikah there ,felt so weird ,hah. after tht jx came ,hah. she also saw the table there no one ,i guess. ;x for a short while ,the three of us went sit at the parade square... all nv come ,so i also dunno where to sit ,at last ,i sat the first place which yanshan sit? hah. mrgwee came marked attendence ,there was 20absenties ,n asked me where r ur friends ,they nv come? hah.. after the national anthem ,the sec1 went to ish ,sec2 n sec3 stayed at the parade square ,need to be splitted up into ,cca leader ,classcommitees ,councilors ,ne ambassador ,n the last is those normal people ,which do nt have any leadership de... my friends were all gone... shaheera ,nooratikah ,amelina went classcommitee - jx ,hazira ,nurulatikah went ne ambassador - pritika ,teesha ,theresa went councilor... HAH. guess what...? lastly those w no leadership de right ,left only me n jq girls nia ,thn boys oni gt 4... zhuri ,muneer ,fayaz ,haziq. felt worst... ;x when needa go to the respective place ,i dunno who to sit w. just like an idiot ,walking around... bcoming more n more like jq~! :@ hah. funnyy? stupidd me. thn went hall for those no leadership de ,thn after tht had a 40min recess... nv come... so had recess w my own self ,but dunno y ,gt 4 upper sec de girls sat bside n infront of me... waah.... scary ,so dun dare sit for too long ,quickily eat thn go away... thn finally saw nooratikah but she amelina shaheera needa go for their leadership thing liao... so bcame alone again... ;x its only 1030am nia... gt 15min more! went to toilet which everyday go de... thn walked here walked there ,thn still gt 5min more... thn bck to the hall... nobody in my class was there... scary... if gladys was there it would be great... but... hah. after the leadership prgramme thingg ,we went bck to the classrm for f.t... thn realise today was AMELINA`S BDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! ^^ hah. but i no mood... she gave us each a goodie bag. it was small but it was dunno hw to explain... gd! ^^ mrgwee ,gave us the concent form for class camp liaoo... but ur would surely nt going de... cuz mrgwee said ,if those people gt the form tml de ,must hand in on fri ,which is a holiday le... ur would surely nt come to sch n just to hand in the form rightt? hah. if nv hand in cant go le... n also cant hand in the form on the camp day... so hah. ;x nt going again le... CLASS CAMP DATE IS 13TH & 14TH OF NOVEMBER... FRM 3D2N TO 2D1N ALRD... K?... no meaning le... felt like a lost soul ,without them...? ;x