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should i learn frm yanshan? hahhaa!! no lah ,i dun dare... only.. only no face see ur . after yesterday the incident ,i realise ,i really dun fit to be with ur sia ,n nt fit to be in this class... UR & THE WHOLE CLASS passed ur the napfa test alrd ,while i`m the only one who is left behind onlyy..~ even asraaf fat fat also passed his napfa test ,why i cant?!?! so useless!!! cuz after mingli ,yanshan ,gladys left me le ,i had a feeling[cant tell] and i felt that [something.....] , thn jx told me to say the feelings in my heart ,thn i said ,"i felt very very very useless!! sandy ,mingli they all run finish le while i still haven complete n pass my run ,others in our class also pass alrd left me!!! i feel very useless!" "frm head to leg"[read n say in chinese] i didnt even mention syafiq`s name thn jx keep saying to me ,ask me think that "dont keep think that is syafiq`s fault ,but think that is extra training for ur ownself lah..." stupidd ,i thought she was comforting me? thn why she ask me think the other way round ,think until that is totally all my own fault?! born to be fat,useless that, she made me cry even more! make me think n know that i`m that useless! she kept protecting syafiq and those boys de?! m i nt her friend? if 1 day i gt in trouble n the boys in trouble ,i think she rather help out those boys thn me? ;x hahah...
thn maths period ,me ,mingli ,sandy ,gladys ,evan and some other people was called out by mdm tini ,mingli dunno for what thn she said mdmtini bringing us to sentosa! ahhaha!!! no lah ,is ask us monday go earlier thn others!! people 9am thn reach ,we need 8am reach liaoo!! go earlier n teach by mdmtini first thn 9am we each need teach 3 person!! stupidd lahs... 8am i still slping de! so earlyyy!... i still haven choose the 3person sia... ~who to choose? amelina?yasmin?inani? think first... ^^ kk. stop here... byebszx!!!... ;> sure going to have weird dreams ,bad de... ;x ;c
shernice u cannot dun teach by sandy ,ltr she no one teach....~ u very lucky ,cuz she very gd in maths... ^^ ;P