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SRY TO ALL OF UR ,I`VE BEEN A NTH TO UR...!~ ;x
share sth with ur... today i had a lot feelings... ;< SAD ,HAPPY ,USELESS ,HATERED ,ASHAMED FEELINGSS.....[no angry feelings ahh...?*dunno why i dun have this kind of feelings...] ;x
Lets say abt SAD&HATERED&USELESS :
today ,walked to the pe lesson was quite happy ,but during the pe lesson[2&3period] i hate it ,I HATE MYSELF!! A LOT A LOT A LOT! cuz ,I m the only name called out by mr janar for the stupid 2.4km run!!! ;<> saw... ;x she companied me go toilet ... haaha... when we went toilet ,i said nth to her ,cuz i knew what she say to me de ,so i rather nt say... ;] thn went bck to the place[bag there] sat dwn ,gladys came ,she like mother sia ,ask me nt cry thn help me dry my tears... gd of her... ;] thn yanshan came too ,also ask me nt cry ,jx keep giving me TISSUES ,omg ,tissue supplier... i used 5?6?7?8?tissues??! omg... after that ,i saw mingli walked away ,thn yanshan walked away &thn gladys... saw them walking awayy[their bck] i felt that i have a BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG GAP in between them ,i think they went sandy ,shernice there ... after that jx still there supplying tissues to me ,thn ask me to say those unhappy feelings out... i could say it ,cuz all my friends go liao thn i dare say... i told her that those feelings she dunno de... i m the only one left behind ,a burden to the class n my friends... cuz im very useless ,fat thn cannot run finish the 2.4km... all my friends left liaoo ,then left me alone running in the ISH? ;<> ur will nt know the feeling de ,cuz all of ur have pass ur run alrd... if only the whole class pass ,thn left only u ,u will thn know the feelings... those feelings of burden ,ashame ,useless thn u`ll also cryy... T^T ur have a friend like this[me] ,very stupid right?? ;x sry to ur... real very sry... but real happy to have ur this kind of friends ,i really dunno watta do nxt year if im nt the same class as ur le... when running 2.4km nobody company le? ;< REALLY VERY PS LEHHS... I WALKED AWAY AFTER THE MACDONALD THERE... SRY N PS...~ ;[